So, some sad things have happened to Katie lately and I was pretty upset about it and for her. It is not my place to discuss the particulars here. But, this is one of those times that she would have contacted Char and they would have gone for a walk, or gone out for coffee and he would help her sort it all out. They did this their whole lives with and for each other. Only now Char is gone, or they haven’t been able to connect yet. So, I thought I would do a ritual meditation, but, it would have to be at home, as it is too cold and too dangerous to go to the tree tonight.
I got my phone, because it has the music on it. Then I cast the circle mentally, I started at the tree and drew it big enough to include Katie too. I explained the situation with Charlie and then asked him to try to contact her again. Katie says that she has never had contact and I don’t think it’s because he doesn’t try. I think it’s because she just hurts too much deep inside to allow anything in, including him.
Anyway, I went through the whole ritual. It didn’t feel as satisying as being at the tree, touching its bark, feeling its ancient heartbeat. Feeling the breeze on my face, watching the water trickle down the rocks and looking out into the sunrise over Green Mountain. But, I could visualize all of that and will get up there as soon as possible to do it for real.
I finished the ritual and went to get a drink of water. When I came back, I heard this scratching sound. WTF? Was there a mouse in the room or what. I bent down to see and noticed that my phone was laying on the floor, and the sound was coming from it. I picked it up and turned it over. It was open to a page on facebook, and it was typing a post on facebook? I freaked out. I couldn’t get it to stop typing. The letters were nonsense, no rhyme or reason. Was I being hacked? SO, I freaked out and turned the phone off. Silence. Wow! That was totally scarey. I crawled into bed, settled in, tried to slow my racing heart. And as I did, I realized that this was not hacking, this was Charlie trying to contact me to tell me that he got the message and would try to reach his sister. Wow. I can just see him sitting in his new existence, talking with Andrew. Man, how can I reach her, how can I tell her I got it? I know, facebook! LOL. I love you Char! Keep trying to reach Katie, she needs you.